lil ♥ princess

i need one ice skate!!!!!

i know it is expensive that why now i need to save money to buy it.

should i tell my parent that i wanna learn hockey?

or should not?

when i'm skating in the skating rink,i saw few of the skater and they are real good!

i wish i can be one of them. ONE DAY =]

i don't know why i have a kind of feeling when i'm skating.

i'm like in my world and i can do what i want when i'm skating.

i feel damn relax and i just release out my feeling there..

maybe that is the reason why i love to skate alone and no one know me in the skating rink.

many friends feel for me because i went skating alone just to avoid problem but now i can tell you guys,

I NEED TO BE INDEPENDENT

I'M NOT AVOIDING ANY PROBLEM AND I'M FACING IT!

I JUST DON'T WANT YOU GUYS TO ACCOMPANY ME ALL THE TIME

BECAUSE I NEED TO FEEL HOW IS THE FEELING OF LONELY.

i'm kinda selfish because i have neglect you guys but please give me sometime,

you will see a confident,strong,playful and the normal JIA HUI.

this is what you guys want to see right?

so just wait kay??

i promise i'm not going to let you guys worry and feel sad for me.

i will be fine =]

找到孤单,就不怕寂寞了

this is also a new lesson to me in my life.

thank you my friends,daddy and mummy for supporting me and be with me all the time.

i need to thank someone special that is my mum

because once i'm in a bad mood,

she will bring me go shopping and spend as much as i can just to see me smile.

she even plan to let me go for a vacation

WHERE CAN I FIND SUCH A WONDERFUL MUMMY?

MUMMY,

I LOVE YOU!!

finally,this is my 1st time to type i love you to my mum

what a failure i am.

okay people,i need to go now!

i just accept someone challenge

so wish me luck!