lil ♥ princess

i'm tired of acting in front of everybody

i'm tired of putting a fake smile on my face

i'm tired of crying for you

i'm tired of thinking of you

i'm tired of caring for you

i'm tired of dreaming about you

i'm tired of your lies

i'm tired of avoiding you

I'M TIRED OF EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!

so what if i'm weak now?i know one day i will be strong

so what if you have a girlfriend after broke up not even one month?is that proud?

so what if i'm lonely now?

at lease i can feel the feeling,that is why we call life.....

yes we have been almost 4 years,so what???this is what you told me...

you just use a knife to stamp on me!That is really hurt

4 yeas is just nothing to you?

well maybe,because you have no more feeling toward me anymore...

what hurt me the most is just because the memories you gave me,not because i love you.

after broke up,i hide myself in my room and think what have i done wrong

i just realize that our love is missing,what we are holding is our long years of relationship and how i used to have you in my life but not because of love.

at first,i blame you for everything...

i blame you for hurting me

i blame you for letting me go

i blame you for leaving me alone

i blame you for ruining my life

i believe that everything happen for a reason. People change so that you can learn to let go, things go wrong so that you appreciate them when they're right.

you believe lies so that you eventually leave to trust no one but yourself. And somtimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together.

i know my life is going to be tough without you,i know i still can't face you at this moment and we did not contact each other anymore Theres no point of reconnecting with an ex especially IF u're attached. Once u broke up with an ex, cut the communication!

so i'm going to thank you to you by this way

thanks for teaching me what love mean,

thanks for treating me like a princess last time

thanks for being my first love

thanks for those presents

thanks for loving me

thanks for those good memories

oh ya lastly,

thank you cause you manage to teach a childish girl to grew up...

THANKS~~~

i just want to tell you that i can live without you,don't worry....

i will be strong and face you one day...

i'm not going to avoid you anymore!

i'm not going to hate you!

i'm not going to to let you say that i'm weak!

this is what i'm going to challenge you in my life.

HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON IN THE FUTURE.

bye bye KENNETH LOO QUAN YITT.....good bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

good luck in your life.

it is time to move on.....